Growing up V/s Becoming insensitive

One of the things that has lately happened that is bothering me is that I am surprised with how ease I can talk about my parents living only for twenty years tops. My tongue doesn’t feel a bit of hesitation in mentioning this fact.

Have I grown up to understand that death is inevitable or have I become insensitive to my parents. I don’t know but what I know for sure is that they are there all by themselves in sickness, in happiness. It’s just them, no one around. None of the four kids they bread is with them. and they need me now more than ever.

But I can’t move back, thoughts are blurred and nothing is clear to me. What am I going to do when I move back there. There is nothing for me left back home.

Am I selfish or Am I insensitive.

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