Thousand Conversations

The thousand conversations
I have had with me
This year
You were in it
Some here, some there
You were all over in it
You were everywhere

These conversations
I have had with me
Were about you
About me
About us
The things I did
The things I couldn’t do

These were in times of deep sadness
I sat alone on the park bench
Talked to myself
And hoped
You would notice
That I was gone

These were in times
Of one of those moments
When I did not know
If its happiness or sadness
That rules my body and soul
But even in that moment
I thought of you and only you

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